Work- i hate this place I HATE it!

Bored. No messages. Looked through my phone for someone to text, then it hit me, there is no-one. No-one cares. I have no friends, not at Uni, not at home, not at work... everything is superficial, if I disappeared no one would even notice....no-one ever notices me, ever..... if only they knew how much I wish they would. I wish I could just disappear.....I hate people who lie-and lie to pretend they are something or someone their not. Like my father-there is not trust, I can’t trust my secrets to them and I don’t believe their lies anymore. I have another to add to the list- caught my ex Jason lying to my face- people lie, no-one is as they seem, they keep things from you, they lie to make you happy-well it dosen’t ok-and I’ve got to stop entrusting these people with my secrets. I’m so naive-am I that judgemental that people feel they have to pretend to be someone they’re not around me? I hate people who lie-I hate myself......

Recently did some work for a photographer and just got the pics back, they would be lovely if i loked like a real ballerina- 90lbs and 5ft 8
http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk54/vikki_1702/1b.jpg i have such a huge ass, and i hate my chuncky ballet legs. Also i have such fat fat fat arms! That picture makes my stomach look tiny though...its not really like that...you can see it in the 2nd one :(